I don’t want to go to school tomorrow. At all. And it the absolutely typical, cliché teenager way. I just don’t want to get up early and have to work. I don’t want to talk to people I don’t want to see. I don’t want to sit through APUSH and not be able to yell and Mr. Henry for being a small minded sexist who votes against his own interests and then indoctrinates kids getting ready to vote to do the same thing. I don’t want to hear a fucking word about prom. I want to sleep in and wear my fuck you you fucking fuck shirt all day and spend the time with Kathy that I was deprived of. I just want to flash to summer when I can visit Amanda and Elizabeth and frolic in the beautiful weather and only see people I like. But summer might not even end up being that for me. It might just end up being a slur of working and college nonsense.
But break was actually really good. Went to the Hunger Games with Erika, Joshua, Nick, and baby Hunt Thursday night and we met some other people too. Movie was less than amazing, but it was a really good night. I was coming up with all sorts of good ideas for the Mega Games this summer and trying to recruit people to it and bonding with Alex Weatherly over reality show ideas. Erika and I were being hilarious during the movie. And a very dysfunctional IHOP trip after the movie. Very enjoyable evening. Spent most of Friday sleeping and/or chatting with my mom, and then went to the Andrew Bird concert Friday night which was fabulous!! Saturday went by in a haze.. Volunteering with SSA in the morning, which was a total blasty, went to work, finally had about an hour to myself, but then accompanied Erika to some very intense soccer games. In between Erika and Trisha, it was a great reminder of all the super fun soccer games this past fall, and how unbelievably loud I can be. Also talked to Amanda on the phone before the games, which was nice, but only made me miss her tons once I got a second to breathe this morning. And Elizabeth too: I’m sorry we never even talked over Spring break! I’m the worst. And the whole break was set to the Shins’ new album. All in all, a successful week.
And intermittently all week, I felt like I had some good bonding moments with Thor. I am really liking where we are these days; I just want to be able to have some sort of impact on Thor’s life.